Thursday 3 January 2008
Sorry for the lack of updates. I was just overwhelmed with things to do back in Malaysia I did not have a chance to go online. I was meant to do my assignment back home as well but obviously, that did not work too well.
Now I am back in this forsaken world, all gloomy and sad.
I miss home terribly.....so much so I spent the whole flight crying, woke up crying and am still crying.
I do not know why, but I just cannot stop tearing. I am crying more than when I had first arrived here in 2005. I guess as I grow older, I feel more attached to my family. Or perhaps I am so accustomed to being pampered back home, looking at the state of this messy house I'm living in ,really doesn't help me feel "homely". I had the desire to clean the house but the problem is, none of the mess is mine and I don't want to be accused again of touching other people's things again.
So I'm just in my room, on my bed and thinking of home. And that everytime I take a short nap, I wished that this was all just a dream and that I would wake up with the sound of my mom calling me from downstairs.
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Be strong, juls. Come back soon then, once you're done with your masters. No reason why you can't practice back home, no? At least think about it k...
No matter what your family will always be here waiting for you :))
*hugss*
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Sha, at
3 January 2008 at 10:51